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Wednesday Writings – Lost Hope

Lost Hope by Lorraine Ellis (Flo)

Disillusioned,
Dejected,
Detached from his past.
Alone,
Lost,
In a City so vast.
Dismal streets like he thought like so many before.
Where paved with gold.
A future secure.
A place of his own,
Where he could lay roots.
Rest his head,
Lay down his boots.
But here he exists in this squalid hell.
A prison cell,
A Pent house lost.
Walls close around him,
Black mildew,
Reeking of poverty.
The clock on the wall ticks
‘Let go, let go.
No one will know.
Nameless,
Faceless,
Lost,
Another John Doe…

Inert,
Silent,
An empty shell
An open door,

Bright light,
Beckoning,
A heavenly glow
Caressed in warmth,
He followed the light
He is now at peace…

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 A rather dark and yet moving piece of prose from Lorraine Ellis who is one of our regular creative Wednesday Writers.

Why not have a go at writing a short-story or poem? If you want to submit something for Wednesday Writings then e-mail it to hedonblog@gmx.com – and please put WEDNESDAY WRITINGS in the subject line.

Wednesday Writings – Life Goes On

Life Goes On – by Lorraine Florence Ellis (Flo)

The jokes were lewd, the laughter raucous, cigarette smoke hung in smoggy tendrils. Jack stared into his pint glass, his shoulders were hunched his breathing laboured.
He glanced around the crowded pub which had been his local for as long as he could remember.

He had seen many changes over the years, heard the voices of various publicans calling out last orders; and he’d watched countless barmaids pulling him his thick black stout. And then there was Candy the ‘lady’ of the night.
The first to go had been the piano which had been replaced by the jukebox.
The days of the pinball machines were also long gone, the pool table now taking pride of place in the middle of the tap room.

The girls giggle and simper in the corner and watch as the men nonchalantly balance the cue across the green felt.

Yes he had seen it all but they had always been by his side.
He recalled the first one, Bella how he had loved her and he remembered all too well the tragic road accident; so young, so young to die.
And then there was Susie, his sweet little Susie. He had felt a twinge of guilt at first, and yet he knew that Bella would’ never have wanted him to be unhappy.
Lastly there was Jenny. He had always thought that he would end his days with Jenny but sadly this was not to be. “Life goes on,” or so they keep telling him. But had the grieving period been long enough…
However he knew he wasn’t getting any younger, knew he didn’t have a lot of time left.
So why shouldn’t he? why shouldn’t he let the young lass by his side make his last few years a little more pleasurable.

He walked over to the bar. “Yes it’s a deal I’ll have her,” he said to the man in the corner.
“Well as long as she isn’t too much for you mate she’s a frisky young thing.”
“I’ll manage,” grinned the old man bending down and filling up the clean ashtray with stout for the puppy by his side.

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Inspired by Lorraine’s short story? Did you fall for the misdirection!?

 Why not have a go at writing a short-story or poem? If you want to submit something for Wednesday Writings then e-mail it to hedonblog@gmx.com – and please put WEDNESDAY WRITINGS in the subject line.

Wednesday Writings – 1971: January in June

1971: January in June by Lorraine Florence Ellis (Flo)

She was poised at the ‘cosmetics counter’ filing her pillar-boxed red nails. Two black eyes looked up at me, lashes blinking like a flurry of spiders above cheeks the colour of over-ripe pumpkins.
“Can I help you love,” she asked in a shrill piercing voice which seemed to suit her appearance. She was tall however her hairstyle made her appear taller, she wore her fair hair swept up high on the top of her head in one of the old played-out beehive styles, it was straw blonde a deep contrast to her ebony eyebrows. I discovered her name was June, but she didn’t resemble the month in any way she reminded me of early January and the discarded gaudy baubles, tinsel and gift wrap paper which grace our dustbins at that time of year, a sad remnant of Christmas past.
Her legs tottered to the front of the stall, long legs with small feet encased in shiny black patent leather. On her arm she swung her money bag it was sharp plastic like her voice like her face. She demonstrated her new line in perfume, spraying fragrant clouds into the atmosphere and it mingled with her own smell off coffee and hair lacquer. I quickly made my purchase; her hands were all finger nails as she scratched my change into my palm.
I moved away from the stall clutching my new cosmetics, wondering how I was going to get them past my Father’s eye as I stole out of the house that evening. It seemed the biggest dilemma in my world.
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Wednesday Writings – Washing Day

Washing Day - Lorraine Florence Ellis (Flo)

Monday is washing day. She will never forget Mondays and the endless lines of billowing washing stretching the full length of the terrace. The gossip and chit-chat beneath the tall slanting clothes props and the shouts of laughter from the turban headed woman.

The washing hung out the woman sit on the donkey stoned steps daring the rain to fall.

Monday is also the day the rent man calls, it is often a race for some of the women to quickly hang their washing out before the clock strikes one. They then retreat into their sculleries and sit there silently until the sharp raps can no longer be heard on their battered front doors; the only entrance into their two to four roomed dwellings; that often house up to ten people. Then the rain pours and whoever is in a position to pay the rent also retrieves the damp sodden washing of the lines. Arguments and trivial quarrels are overlooked and wet clothes are still brought in regardless. She recalled the time she had been a newcomer to the terrace. Some time had elapsed before she had gained the trust of its inhabitants. Until one penniless Monday her washing was bundled up and dropped in her passage. She remembered how good it felt to become accepted.

Over the years she often wondered to herself why they did not change washing day to Tuesday but Monday is washday and always will be. Tuesday the house is full of steam and drying washing, pulleys stretch from wall to wall in the small humid room. However on a good Tuesday irons are heated on the small stoves, and the dry pressed clothes are put away forgotten until the following Monday.
“Yes Monday will always be will always be washday.”

She liked it here looking out of her window she could almost hear the little children playing in the terrace; their laughter echoing in her ears. She could see the washing lines and visualize them heavy with washing, nappies swaying like white flags of peace. She knew it would not be long before the men would be home. Then the woman would abandon their places on the doorstep, all would be silent whilst meals were prepared.

Yes she liked it here it was better than that place high in the sky where there were no neighbours, no washing line’s and no friends; where the children never laughed and the rent man never visited.
She noticed that the rain had begun to fall so she ventured outside to reach for the washing line.
“Come along love” said a voice. “You’re getting soaked to the skin.”
She felt an arm around her small frame as she was gently ushered back indoors.

She returned to her seat by the window, once again lost in her memories. She turned to the Matron and smiled.
“It’s Monday,” she said with a quiver in her voice.
“It’s Monday again, washing day …..”

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Local author Lorraine Ellis – interview

LORRAINE ELLIS is our very own local author from Paull. Lorraine specialises in writing books and novels about mental health issues, and in helping people to understand this ‘taboo’ subject.

Seaside FM 105.3 caught up with Lorraine last month when she attended an official launch of her latest autobiographies Mini Hen Legs and Ladybird Ladybird Fly Away Home. She describes the books and her experiences of writing them.

In the second part of the interview Lorraine reads an extract from Mini Hen Legs about her childhood delight at moving to “Bonnie” (the Bond’s Estate), Hedon for the first time in 1966.

You can tell from the interview that Lorraine is a very down-to-earth person and should be an inspiration to us through her ‘extraordinary’ feat of writing the books and getting them published, the first of which took her 10 years to finish!

Have you got a book inside you, bursting to be written?

You can get Lorraine’s books from publishers Chipmunka, from all good bookshops and also from Amazon at our associate links here:

Pease Pudding Hot

Mini Hen Legs & Ladybird Ladybird Fly Away Home

Local Author – Official Book Launch and Signing

BOOK LAUNCH: Friday 15th of July, 2011, 2pm at Withernsea Library, Queens Street, Withernsea.

Books by local author Lorraine Ellis:

Lorraine lived in Hedon for many years and now lives in Paull.

Her first book, a novel entitled Pease Pudding Hot, was published in 2010.
Lorraine’s latest book her autobiography entitled Mini Hen Legs & Ladybird Ladybird Fly Away Home was published earlier this year.

Lorraine will be selling and signing copies of her books at 2pm at the Withernsea Library on the 15th July.  She will be looking forward to meeting you and will be happy to talk about her work.

Mini Hen Legs & Ladybird Ladybird Fly away Home

LORRAINE ELLIS is a local author from Paull. The Hedon Blog is delighted to announce that her autobiography, Mini Hen Legs & Ladybird Ladybird Fly away Home, has been published as a paperback by Chipmunkapublishing.

The book recounts the author’s struggle against a terrifying mental illness that afflicted her as a child and an adult.

Lorraine told us: “The book is split up into two parts the first story: Mini Hen Legs concentrates on my childhood to adolesence. Ladybird Ladybird Fly away home focuses on my adulthood and my battle with bi polar.”

Specialist publisher Chipmunkapublishing has this to say about the book:

“It tells of an experience she endured at the age of five and how this experience shadowed her growing years thus leading her into confusion and insecurity. At the tender age of fifteen Lorraine began to hear voices in her head and became paranoid and delusional. It is a vivid account of those years giving a true insight into how it feels to suffer with serious mental health problems…

Lorraine is an inspiration to all who come across her… Lorraine represents a remarkable example of a recovery journey for someone experiencing severe mental illness”

The publication of the book is fantastic news for our very own local writer. It is Lorraine’s second book to be published! As Blog regulars will know, Lorraine’s first book Pease Pudding Hot was published as an e-book in 2009 and in print in 2010.

The new book is available to order from Chipmunkapublishing, W.H Smiths and will soon be in stock in Waterstones on Jameson Street in Hull.

Mini Hen Legs & Ladybird Ladybird Fly Away Home is also available through Amazon. The Hedon Blog is an Amazon Associate.

Paull’s ‘Pease Pudding Hot’ published in print!

CONGRATULATIONS go to Lorraine Ellis! The Holderness Gazette reports that the Paull based author is to get her book Pease Pudding Hot published as a paperback.

The book charts the moving story of Joe Sharp who is trapped in a world that doesn’t understand his schizophrenia – including the voices in his head that haunt and taunt him – and his experiences of being sectioned in hospital. The title of the book refers to the rhyme that Joe sings to block out the nasty voices.

The novel has already been published as an e-book by Chipmunka Publishing as reported on the Blog in 2009.